i will leave.

i will leave.

i will leave this town,

and never visit any city you’ve looted of comfort,

any city that gives you shelter,

where the sun became cold,

is enemy territory.

i will leave and shed the face you’ve birthed,

mutilate it,

and peel off anything that you may recognise.

i will paint over where your fingers dug in my body.

i will leave and carry no fabric that you may have seen on me.

i will leave and never again shall i share a cup of tea with you.

i will leave,

because though you brought me into this world,

you’ve punished me for it.

all the world’s scorn could not hold a candle to yours.

i will leave,

because i have never once feared God like i did you,

and God’s only mercy toward me was your abandonment,

and thats why i must leave.

-05/04/2026